This weekend, I had several dates canceled on me. And I thought American women are bad! But no, the Colombians do exactly the same thing: stop responding for no reason, respond once per hour so it takes half a day to say the most basic thing, and bail out at the last minute.

...or maybe this is good. Maybe I'm in love - and always will be. Maybe this is my preferred spot to be in. Because once the conquest is done... I'm not sure what I'll do with myself. I know this has happened - at the end of the quest, I bail out and walk away. That's very bad for the girl - but I've done it... I was so bad. And so, maybe all the flaky girls at present are all good, because none of them answer my strict requirements. Or so it seems.

Also, there is something I could have done, still could do, but haven't. I could raise my prices. I don't go for 400, I go for 300-350. Not that there is much difference... so the white onces, I should be comfortable paying up 400. This will open a niche for me, the niche of beautiful women. But can I afford it?

I can afford it, but I have no long-term stability, which worries me. So, the first thing I need to do, in this quest for love, it to actually be successful as a man, to be successful with money. And I'm working on it... I'm working on it right now.

Or maybe this is not accurate. See, I don't notice the girls who are on time, who are good. I only notice the bad onces. D~ for example - but I didn't stick with her. And the short-white one - I am not sticking with her, even though she is good, on-time and all. Even the poor-white-dress (from Girardot) is good, if I want her, I just need to grab her. Even the Snake one - if I really wanted her, I could grab her.

So I guess it isn't a matter of how crazy they are. It is a matter of what I want. And I haven't chosen what I want yet. Or, I haven't been caught in a net by one of them. I am still free, and operating in the vast expance of the present field, on the streets. And I love it.